when the sky come crashing down.

idk how to start.

sorry team. really sorry.

let in two fucking easy goals.

the feeling of letting everyone down sucks.

what's worst, i reminded ppl not to make that kinda error time and again.

but i am a goddamn loser who committed that kinda mistakes.

when chieunwei told us we made 26 shots in total, the whole world really came crashing down.

26.

no goals.

let in five, all mistakes.

omg.

how screwed can my week be?

everyone went in with 100% morale, winning the only word in mind.

but everyone came out wtfing.

that feeling really sucks.

sorry for panging everyone today, i didnt have the mood and face to face yall.

tonight will be another bad night.

had nightmares 2nights in a row.

and the nightmares were scary.

lyk really.

i need to get the vodka from my aunt soon. then maybe i can mix it with soyabean milk and gulp it down so that i can sleep and either get food poisoning or hangover the next day so that i wont need to go school.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.