dark knight

i feel extremely sad whenever i listen to 徐佳瑩's songs.

or are there other factors?

still can't get over the passing away of my evo3. i'm gonna try bestowing a new life upon it.

wish me luck folks.

no pecs, no sex

oh did i mention that training yesterday was fun? coach commented about my 'bromance' with bryan coz during game we knew what each other wanted to do and stuff and did a couple of good plays. naise.

my shin hurts. why everytime kena slashed on the shin one? damn son.

bye world, time for some community and sleep.

boundaries

just got reminded how important breaking boundaries is.

gymed with sam and jaysen in camp on monday last week. deadlifted 60kgx12, 80x8, 85x6. then jaysen loaded up to 105kg. i thought i wont be able to lift it, didnt try before, didnt dare to try it.

but i decided to give it a try that day, and after sam corrected my form i did 2reps. so damn happy hahah.

did 100x4, 105x2 on my third and fourth set today. i wanna hit 3 plates when i enter uni. way to go.

community

chionging community right now. it's a sitcom that is really really worth watching. the characters are all funny in their own way and it explores how school cliques function and stuff, just that this clique, in this case a study group, consist of lyk 18yearold gal, high school dropout, divorced mum, a lawyer, even a 60year old man. sounds weird but it's because the story takes place in a community college.

147 more days to ORD, cant wait for school to start. but it's quite upsetting that the people i'm really close to ain't going to school tgt. esp D hahah i think he's the only person that i'll tell most stuff to.

"sometimes i imagine that my closest friends and i are in this little bubble together, just drifting through a clear blue sky, bringing our so different yet so intertwined lives on an amazing unforgettable adventure since fate and our psle results brought us together 8 years ago. thinking back to all the fun and crazy moments we shared in school always brings a smile to my face. even when we had those stupid petulant arguments teenagers always have, and ended up getting upset or suspicious over nothing. we had so many of those brainless moments, yet i wouldn't even trade those regrettable memories for anything else in the world. even as we went to separate jcs, as we made new friends, we still grew together. whether it was the ecstasy of acing a test thanks to our mugging sessions together, or the heartbreak of a soured relationship, we grew together."

half clutch

in life do you gain some before losing some or lose some before gaining some?

don't fall into the traps

i want traps so high that ppl think that im using a clothes hanger underneath my shirt. how to get, shrugging lyk not enough eh.

murder, of quality

haha, i lost.

i need to talk to somebody, anybody right now, but nobody seems appropriate. hmm.

so upset right now.

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