RIP

it's saddening how frail he looks.
it's saddening that he cant verbalise anything right now. i can tell that he has a million things to say.
it's saddening that he don't dare to go to sleep, forcing himself to wake up everytime he closes his eyes.
it's saddening how sad everyone is right now.

ah fuck.

if you even care,

in the lift,

me: hello!
neighbour's maid: hi! where you going?
me: safra.
neighbour's maid: to exercise?
me: yup!
neighbour's maid: woah you everyday exercise ah.

thanks for noticing, it made my day:)

commitment to fitness.

way to go.

what's wrong with the world?

and we're counting down to the days left, saddening, really.

curls for the gals

my goal one year ago was to train hard for my sport. to play better, to play harder.

after one year of hitting the gym, i am still having that goal in mind.

not many people can plank perfect form for more than 3mins straight, normal ppl will not be able to deadlift 171% of ur bodyweight, not everyone can juggle cardio running and lifting at the same time. i think.

there are definitely changes and improvements, but getting bigger is just a, by-product i will say.

all the misconceptions, all the haters, laughing-stock.

oh do whatever the fuck you want

hey world.

just had two busy weeks, ndp and stuff. clearing my leave now, today till next mon, life is good.

well, not really.

coz my face is peeling, from standing under the sun for 7 hours.

oh, and the family feud. at it's very best. fuck that shit.

why the sudden interest in blogging back here again? i ask myself.

because i find twitter getting more and more lame.

okay gtg, market opening now.

are you watching closely?

Alfred: Everything's going to be alright, because I love you very much.
Sarah: Say it again.
Alfred: I love you.
Sarah: Not today.
Alfred: What do you mean?
Sarah: Well some days it's not true. Maybe today you're more in love with magic. I like being able to tell the difference, it makes the days it is true mean something.

one of the best movies i've seen.

making a top ten list of my own now. which includes shawshank redemption, LOTR trilogy, batman trilogy, the prestige. i need two more. recommendations?

dark knight

i feel extremely sad whenever i listen to 徐佳瑩's songs.

or are there other factors?

still can't get over the passing away of my evo3. i'm gonna try bestowing a new life upon it.

wish me luck folks.

no pecs, no sex

oh did i mention that training yesterday was fun? coach commented about my 'bromance' with bryan coz during game we knew what each other wanted to do and stuff and did a couple of good plays. naise.

my shin hurts. why everytime kena slashed on the shin one? damn son.

bye world, time for some community and sleep.

boundaries

just got reminded how important breaking boundaries is.

gymed with sam and jaysen in camp on monday last week. deadlifted 60kgx12, 80x8, 85x6. then jaysen loaded up to 105kg. i thought i wont be able to lift it, didnt try before, didnt dare to try it.

but i decided to give it a try that day, and after sam corrected my form i did 2reps. so damn happy hahah.

did 100x4, 105x2 on my third and fourth set today. i wanna hit 3 plates when i enter uni. way to go.

community

chionging community right now. it's a sitcom that is really really worth watching. the characters are all funny in their own way and it explores how school cliques function and stuff, just that this clique, in this case a study group, consist of lyk 18yearold gal, high school dropout, divorced mum, a lawyer, even a 60year old man. sounds weird but it's because the story takes place in a community college.

147 more days to ORD, cant wait for school to start. but it's quite upsetting that the people i'm really close to ain't going to school tgt. esp D hahah i think he's the only person that i'll tell most stuff to.

"sometimes i imagine that my closest friends and i are in this little bubble together, just drifting through a clear blue sky, bringing our so different yet so intertwined lives on an amazing unforgettable adventure since fate and our psle results brought us together 8 years ago. thinking back to all the fun and crazy moments we shared in school always brings a smile to my face. even when we had those stupid petulant arguments teenagers always have, and ended up getting upset or suspicious over nothing. we had so many of those brainless moments, yet i wouldn't even trade those regrettable memories for anything else in the world. even as we went to separate jcs, as we made new friends, we still grew together. whether it was the ecstasy of acing a test thanks to our mugging sessions together, or the heartbreak of a soured relationship, we grew together."

half clutch

in life do you gain some before losing some or lose some before gaining some?

don't fall into the traps

i want traps so high that ppl think that im using a clothes hanger underneath my shirt. how to get, shrugging lyk not enough eh.

murder, of quality

haha, i lost.

i need to talk to somebody, anybody right now, but nobody seems appropriate. hmm.

so upset right now.

now playing

從那之後的付出都是瓶頸 怎麼逃出非你不可的撞牆期

微笑看著你離開，不難。

假裝不生氣，不難。

the wait

cheap monday finally arrived after 1 month. note to self: nvr ever buy anything from singsale again.

6 days work week starting tmr, damn it. 4days already seem so long:(

176days to ORD. 23 days to next pay day.

why so long.

monsieur pig

hallo i am piggy.
now gimme food oinkoink.

song for you

(((the only reason i'm clumsy around you
is because i'm falling for you)))

my love

so yesterday was hebe's My Love concert. IT WAS GREAT. she's lyk mad pretty and skinny and what not. love the whole show. damn good! THANKS KRIS :D <3 hebe said she auto-tuned abit in the first album, but then her live so good why need?!?! she said that SHE will be coming back this year, lyk finally after a two years break, cant wait!

the past few days have been tiring. fri booked out early coz of alpha's CBR course POP. that means that I am gonna ORD soon(Y) so went to gym with Y. love it when there's ppl staying near u haha. sat blizzards training at ntu, damn shag omg. heng my parents fetch me there and back, if not more shag!

went wx house after the concert last night for euro. it's quite disappointing and boring actually. 1-0 for both matches. it will be more fun if the shots(hell lot) that hit the goalpost went in.

back workout today was bad, too tired already, damnnnnnnnnnn.

i feel so healthy right now 8-)

went to support nj today. vs ij gals. and they won 3-1. so proud of them! some of them are really good, if only all of them can play(one too young, another sick:/)

long week and month ahead. pre etep etep guard duty and what not! :(

oh trained with blizzards hurricanes storm and tempest ppl yesterday. fun to play with more experienced and skilled players! they know where you will go and where you will pass the ball to(Y) looking forward to more in the future!

the search

two weeks without floorball

i feel empty

meetup with nj clique, teoheng @ ntu alumni club with chiam yijun kaka jr marc jason. 3 hours for 20bucks, damn cheap!:D

eros and thanatos.

interesting.

eh dinner was a scam, at least for me. eat the least, paid the most:(

having a higher pay is not good. coz you'll keep thinking about the relatively higher pay and keep on spending the money:( bought so many things online these few weeks! good thing the singapore currency is stronger than pounds.

my com is down, ubersianmax! using my sis's because she's isnt at home:/

bye,

old airport rd,

i need something to look forward to, pronto:(

and shit just keeps on coming don't they? i sense some dark times ahead. i hope my fam can pull through it. fuck, we just need to win some lottery actually.

anyway, i hate what you're doing.

bye.

you don't know me well now, do you?

hi world.

hasn't been blogging for a long long time. does anyone still read this space anymore? haha.

been really really busy this year. tuition, floorball season, guard duty, orderly duty, what not.

the season with blizzards has just ended. not too bad, not too good either. but i have certainly improved from a year ago?

army life has been hectic and shag this year:( guess it's good training.

gtg not, bye!

we can rule the world

if walls break down
i will comfort you
if angels cry
i'll be there for you

baa means ily in sheep x

NEW YEAR

RESOLUTIONS:

1. LOSE THE FUCKING FATS AND TURN THEM INTO SOLID MUSCLES

2. BULK UP A LITTLE, IDW TO BE SKINNY/SCRAWNY

3. RUN FASTER. 8.45 FOR 2.4.

4. HALF MARATHONS 1H45M

5. TO COMPLETE A FULL MARATHON NEXT YEAR

6. SCORE MORE GOALS FOR BLIZZARDS

7. WIN GAMES

8. LEARN DRIVING

9. SWEAR LESSER

10. SAVE MORE MONEY FOR UNI

11. START STUDYING, IDK WHAT YET

12. BE NICER TO FAMILY